The past week has been about settling into this new living. It isn't settled yet, but I sure am luxuriating in the Yes of the whole hilarious dang thing.
I can tell you when things began to change, when this latest shift I'm in started. It was back around the time of that first big public health interview, when I blew the interview, and on the walk to the car heard, "This is the part where you trust". Since then, I've been deep inside that trust.
After the move from Hell job to Chill job, I wondered: what's the next layer of "me" that Life is going to peel off? And as I was fully immersed in fluffy petals of Yes, I couldn't really imagine, which is just as well, because that was the point, so that I could be blindsided, and get the full effect and benefit of The Boom of 'sploding ego.